Sunday, November 4, 2007
oh dear. ss is on monday. and lit is on tuesday. i wish mrs choo wont be in school on either day. that way. i wont die before lit or geog on wednesday. RARR.
how can i just look at a poem or prose now. and not have any emotions at all. especially poems. GOSH. normally it'll just flush. and those are normally the portions that save my ass. great. now my ass is in jeopardy. anyone wanna go bribe cambridge examiners? nahh. guess not. DUHH
okay anyway. yesterday i talked to nick and nic and jer over the phone. as usual. nic left early. so there was peace. then we chatted for a while and then jer left. cause she had training the next day. then i went to shower. cause some ass still doesnt allow the aircon in the living room to be turned on. came back and that gay fag called me again. HAHA.
eh nick. what happened to "i wont sing high pitched songs. NOT TODAY" yeah right. backside ah. after like. 5 minutes. what happen? huh! went to sleep after a while cause i was damn bored. said i'd wake up at 9 to study. oopps.
woke up at. 1pm today. haha. oops. anyway. oh yeah. forgot to mention. as you all know. a bored shit's been playing maple. and that bored shit is me. some incident happened. some bitch twitter. god.
me to everyone: " ANYONE WANNA BUY SUMMONING ROCKS?! "
she replied thinking i was talking to her " euu tiink mii niid izit? -.- "
me: " uhm. can you not type like that? very irritating. like nsk like that. "
her: " cant izit? "
*silence for a while and i was about to let the matter rest when...*
her: " you jealous arhh ? " <--THE LAST STRAW
me: " WHY THE HELL WOULD I BE JEALOUS THAT YOU ARE IN A NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL? I'D DIE IF I WERE THERE. IN FACT. I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN TO GO THERE. "
her: " wat skuu euu in? "
me: " I DONT NEED TO TELL YOU! IN FACT. ITS ONE OF THE TOP SCHOOLS SO DEFINATELY ITS BETTER THAN YOURS. "
her: " HAHA. if euu iin top skuu i no niid 2 go 2 skuu derr worxx. "
me: " DUH YOU DONT! IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFF. STILL STUPID ANYHOW. "
she finally shut up and left. absurd woman. i mean seriously. the fact that she kept quite was fine. at first. but what the heck. YOU JEALOUS ARH? is so freaking egoistic and that line is so passe. i'd kill her if she was to be like the previous nsk i met last time as well. who thought movealong by all american rejects was new cause it just had its debut on the radio. and yeah. he didnt believe it was from the same album as dirty little secret. come on. ever stopped to think that the album of dirty little secret. is MOVE ALONG! omg. asswipe.
okay i sound really anti-nsk. face it. almost all mg people are. they just dont show it. even if its not towards the behaviour side. its the studies side. which mg girl doesnt think they're gonna score cause nsk would push the bell curve towards the left ( towards 0 ). anyway. yeah. its fact. actually. come to think of it. its more of the typical mg girl. those who normally score fine. definately not me. i think the nsks are gonna kill me for certain stuff. hearing from nick whos friends are doing really well. ohwells. and they so killed me for chinese. and i had to look at stupid chinese again on wednesday. WHYY. nevermind. anyway. i still dont like that girl's egoism. actually.
everyone knows that i was hated like mad in sec 1. reason. i was hell ass egoistic and pissed people off like crazy. actually i grew to realise. how simple comments like " so simple also you dont know?! " and that wtf you're damn dumb face and voice. can be so damn insensitive and lose you a whole lot of friends. no one actually told me that i was egoistic last time. actually. one. during that time but DUHH i didnt believe her. sorry ailin ): cause i guess egoistic people just have heads too big and bloated that they're too busy gloating to absorb your comment. i realised about the egoistic thingy. cause. over 3 years. i got pissed when people did that to me. and im like okay no wonder people did that to me.
now i dont really like going to school for o's. cant i isolate myself from the world. and come back after results?! i mean seriously. how demoralising is it if you always have people making insensitive comments like "OMG THE PAPER WAS SO BLOODY EASY." and that everyone's gonna score but you dont seem to notice the people around you who beg to differ right? sheesh. you may say everything is easy but i tell you if you were to do badly [ im not cursing anyone ] you'd be sorry cause people you indirectly insulted may do better. so omg. HINT HINT NICK! A1 for chinese. HAHAHAHA.
