Friday, November 16, 2007
i really really wanna clear things out with you. i just dont know how to. i mean. i cant just let this issue be and pretend nothing happened. someday we're gonna see each other. infact. its gonna be pretty soon and i dont want things to be so weird. i dont want our friends to feel weird and stuck in between this cold war. i have no idea how to talk to you anymore. as in. what other ways do i have. if you're not clean with me. i cant do anything about it. people tell me to leave things be. someday something will hit you big and you'll realise. then you'll come back and repent. i dont want that to happen. after all that's happened. i dont want us to go to the extent that i have to wait for something bad to hit you AGAIN. for you to realise. and its just not right. you've had too many things in the past. i have no idea how you would take it. and its immoral to wish this on someone. so what am i supposed to do. im seriously lost. i dont even know if i should start thinking about clearing stuff out with you in the first place. maybe its me. maybe its my problem.
im lost. im seriously lost. i want this to end soon. i just dont know what to do.
