Thursday, November 22, 2007
I FREAKING WASTED 20 BUCKS TODAY.
shit ass. no one cares anyway. wtf.
i came home and told my mum what happened. about my qualifying and all.
then she was like. i dont care. next time you dont slap your brother.
since when in my fucking day did i fucking slap that fucker.
wtf. then im like. I DIDNT DO SHIT. and she just kept scolding.
sorry ong. i cant go stayover.
anyway. at the alley. sorry for the attitude.
told you you all should have left me alone.
dont bother talking to this loser.
and why does no one believe me.
i called uncle richard to ask if he was going down tomorrow.
he asked questions and stuff.
and i asked if i could go down to get my span checked.
he said once again. dont go and use this as a distraction not to win.
i said i know and he kept going on. I DONT DO THAT OKAY.
if i did i wouldnt play my lousy 735 yesterday right.
not like i just realised my span was short today.
whatever. anyway. to everyone who asked and bothered.
thank you. alot. i really appreciate it.
thankyou darsh for asking if i was alright in the alley.
thankyou valerie for asking me if i was alright in the toilet.
thankyou ong for asking me to chill.
thankyou gerald for helping me collect my money and telling me to relax.
thankyou denise for the message that you sent me. and for coming over to talk to me after my game.
thank you people.
i hate my bowling. i hate that i lost my ability to flick the ball and rev more. i hate my footwork. i hate my swing. i hate my speed. i hate my scores. i hate my rotation. i hate my timing. i hate my lousy accuracy. i hate my inconsistency. i hate my lousy dont-know-line-bowl-by-instinct bowling. screw this. i hate my game.
registration-$15
2gradedmqs-$50
9secschmqs-$180
total-$245.
fuck. i so wasted so much money. i could have bought a bowling ball. i cant believe it. why is it at raffles i can qualify top with 659 for 3 games in 2 mqs. 629 scratch that is. and now im bowling what fuck? SCREW THIS SHIT.
