Tuesday, October 16, 2007
I GIVE UP! i really do.
honestly. i cant study to save my life. can someone slap me if i digress please. like.. now?
maybe it's just the stuff bothering me.
like how HER excuses are getting really old. and how SHE drags things and SHE lies. thinking i wont get hurt that way. maybe SHE'S wrong. maybe SHE should just open her mouth and tell the truth. and maybe SHE should go for a talk on responsibility. it would really help HER in the near future when she works. she can't possibly arrange meetings and tell them suddenly that SHE cant go. like seriously. or maybe SHE is just like everyone else. i guess i was wrong about HER. guess SHE is just another one who hates me on the inside. but talks to me and then bitches about what i say. well done. SHE got me fooled.
and stressing over the milo thingy isn't helping me any more. on a lighter note. thanks to ELAINA and GREG for helping me with my transport issue thingy. thanks loads. really helped me to save more time to revise work and stuff. <3.
in the meantime. im really starting my ignored count. for those who don't really get it. its a count whereby i count the number of people who ignore me. so far. now. its uhm. 2. if i wanna include that day when my brother dao-ed me for the sake of dao-ing me. its 3. okay fine. it's 2. yeah.
ohwells. back to studying. hopefully i can get through this. i really don't want to go back to mg and collect horrible results after 10 years. PSLE wasn't that bad thankfully. don't wanna spoil everything now. and i don't wanna drag the whole school's standard down. okay work hard ongyingxin. PLEASE DO.
oh yeah. thanks to nicholette goh for helping me destress over the past few days too. don't worry. i didn't forget you. (: and i owe you a birthday present remember? oh yeah. and i'm only gonna touch mobtv after o's. YAY. thanks loads for that too (: METAMORPHOSIS!! :D
