Friday, October 19, 2007
how would you know that post was about you?
IT WASNT!
okay maybe for 2 seconds in your life. you'll feel how we felt. deceived. why? cause its bloody obvious dont you think.
barely 10 calls you made that were missed and you give up and cant be bothered. ever counted my missed calls and sms-es that were mostly important and urgent that did not deserve even an sms asking what was going on?
BOOM we have a familiar situation.
apparently. i can tell you now.
the first few calls you gave me. i was not feeling well at all. and i was pissed cause i spoilt my phone. the next day you called. i was damn pissed with you for the sms you sent with the same old excuse and i know the 'truth' in it. so i didnt pick up. the next day i decided that if you'd call i'd pick up. but! i was studying and my phone rang TWICE. before i could pick it up. 1 missed call. so i was supposed to call you back huh! great. and you send me a message saying you this you that. giving your phone back and all. whatever happened to you only managed to see my messages when your phone was left on the table?! so you gave your phone back and you failed to see that people tell me you message them the next day saying you just got your phone back after you told me you were giving it back?! god. 3 lies co-existing.
now you still can tell people that i can go ahead and book and what not. look. if i didnt. and i waited for you. okay put it this way. if i didnt go with nick and trix to ac and was supposed to meet you only. was i supposed to wait at ac or subway for 4 hours to know you wont show up?! same thing here. am i supposed to wait till what? the day before everyone leaves for you to tell me you cant go. or what? tell me now you can go and i arrange with you everything and then you back out. i dont think so. and you keep telling me to arrange it. you think its so easy if i dont know the plan or everything? how many damn times did i need to explain it?
mandy doesnt read my blog so i can write it here. no matter how much sometimes mandy may be abit stupid and all. you hate her for f? i mean i heard about your past and stuff. but hey. shes perfectly fine with you believe it or not. and you hate her for everything. and you dont wanna bowl just cause shes there?! come on. you're in bowling. shes in bowling. what are the odds you wont see each other ever again?!
and i really dont like the idea of the whole being chased thing. im sorry but im quite a sensitive person. if i put myself in their shoes. i'd die. dont you think it's mean and all. for the thrill. my god. you said they enjoy it but hello. it maybe only some. not all guys are the same you know. it may be just a few.
i really dont know how to trust you right now. heck. after reading the message. chances are. bye bye 4 months and 8 days of friendship. yes. i guess everything changed after the whole mistrust issue. yeah. dont worry. i read that message over 50 times. so even now my phone's dead. i still remember how it went.
hey. no i wasnt pissed. i just think it's quite irritating that everytime infront of my juniors you say that i flirt i do this i do that. next time you wanna ruin my reputation infront of my juniors. dont do it in front of me.dont worry. i wont even try. but thanks alot for knowing that i would do such a thing. it helped alot.
pretend i never existed.
dont worry. you wont have a parasite in your life anymore.
oh yeah. one more thing. the drifting bit. i actually saw it coming. believe it or not. cause you told me you were once in the popular clique and now you're not cause you fought with beatrice. but hey. you guys are in the same class. i expected you two to go back on good terms. im right. now that you are. guess you wont wanna talk to this loserish doof anymore. so yeah. only one thing that i can say.
THNKS FR TH MMRSi dont even think shes gonna read it. to everyone. i think you know who im talking about. if you do. tell her to read my blog. thanks.
