Wednesday, September 5, 2007
im not pissed with #8 cause #8 bothered to explain things and clear everything out, apologise.
#4 cant be bothered and thinks everything's okay. #4 thinks its a joke and didnt reflect on what #4 said to me.
#6 doesnt give a fuck.
so. #4 and #6 take everything jokingly and tell #8 that they think im pissed. i may say im not. hell yeah i am. but i cant be bothered with them. their apology isnt sincere. goddamnit if it was supposed to be FUNNY. it fucking isnt.
#6 is the biggest reason to why i chose avoiding everything. #6 bothers about #6's friend's images. heck. i dont dress up so TOO BAD. i dont want to have #6 bitching about what i wear or anything. since you're so materialistic and everything im sorry. you've got the wrong friend.
whatever it is. they shouldnt be talking to me. study people. ignore this retard. its time. you should be happy that im not "irritating you" like you all always think i am. that way. you dont have to tolerate me. isnt that great for you people.
now. the person that im hoping i could talk to. isnt picking up my phone calls. not replying smses. i dont know if anything happened. hell i dont know what i did. i said it before im saying again. you cant deny facts. we're definately drifting.
by the way people. the friday thing is off. i'd rather stay away from ANYTHING. i dont feel like studying. my dad doesnt wanna pay. i dont wanna pay a few hundred bucks. and have people PANGSEH-ING as usual. or to tolerate being ignored.
nothing suprising about me not studying. maybe i study. you'll never know. but you should trust #8. #8 says that my study mood WILL WEAR OFF! wow. what a statement to make. maybe it will. goodie. after all. everyone thinks im some lazy shit. yeah yeah. great.
oh yeah. and one more thing. why is it im always the earliest one and i always have to wait. dont you people realise im always waiting for you. am i the free-est one or something? when im slightly late i get freaking pestered like mad. wtf.
