well done ongyingxin. you've done it again.

you just screwed up a nice friendship. as predicted. okay i really have issues. now i have 2 choices.

1. stop talking to all my friends around me. and have friendships that last
2. continue talking to them. and most probably losing all of them in time to come.

COOLIOS. wtf is wrong with me.

and i swear im gonna fail amath. why the hell am i so stupid. i planned how my prelims need to be. so i can possibly get into ac.

english-C6. [if the paper is really hard like misstan said]
chinese-B3 [if i dont improve my grade during prelims]
emath- A1 [provided i dont make fucking retarded mistakes]
amath- A2 [hopefully if i didnt make careless mistakes. everything's over]
chemistry- C6 [if im lucky to pass. screw me. im stupid. dont understand shit about organic chem]
sslit- A2 [if governence DOES come out like mrs choo said. and i do well.]

20 exactly.

geog and physics. im sorry mrs tong and mrs lim. but i know im DEFINATELY gonna fail. i'll try my best though

great. there goes my future.

where did i go wrong i lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness.
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life.

im sorry. i swear. i didnt mean it. if it means that much. i'm hereby telling my friends not to believe anyshit i say about _. cause most of them are meant as jokes.
and i wont be offended. if you decide not to talk to me. because. normally. thats how they end. im used to it. im sorry people. yes. i know. im the worst friend. i told you i was.

and the sms-es keep ringing inside my head.

thnks fr th mmrs.

another issue here. all i can say is. i hate HER.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

that's a song by the way. i dont have such cheem english.