Thursday, August 9, 2007
i dont know why. but im just in this mood. where i dont know. im just rarr. okay im like in this denial state as well. i dont wanna know who gets the call on monday. i know its not gonna be me. its NEVER me. and my o level results that i'll get on monday. wont help that much. damnit.
anyway. i seriously think i should thank my friends. especially.
nick: if you're even reading this. thanks for cheering me up. haha i think if i didnt talk to you. ade would probably be wayy too scared of me cause i'll be way shut out and emo. and thanks for listening to my crap. and teaching me stuff over the phone. haha. and for entertaining me. yup. sorry half the time you have to call me. and not the other way. haha. but yeah. thanks dude! and you should study harder! haha. takecare dude! thanks for being a great friend! <3
ezbel: hey thanks for being a great friend. and tolerating with my nonsense in class. and BITCHING sometimes. haha. yup. and for tolerating with my slackness. sorry for being irritating and stupid. yeap. <3
kat: hey. sorry i can be a bother. thanks for listening to me during that crisis. yup. and for being a great classmate. im always here for you too yeah? <3
celine: hey prata buddy! <3 sorry for initially disliking you abit at nag. after getting to know you you're just this GREAT friend. and its only been a while yes? dont think too much about your studies. you'll do great. dont worry. come to me for help anytime. i'll try to help you. though im not that good. i apologise for that too. yup. and thanks for listening to me. and for being one of the people and keeping my secret. thanks cel. i love you!<3
courtney: hey court! haha. oh gosh. thanks for tolerating me for like. a few weeks. sorry im quite bad in my math. and if im not clear when i teach you. yes. im glad at agegroup i saw you and i was like whee she looks nice. lets go add her on msn next day. haha. i guess i did the right thing. you've been like. a great great friend too! and yup. thanks for trusting me. when people in my school doubt me (: yes. and for keeping my secret. dont worry. your secret's safe. thanks courtney! i love you! <3
last but not least,
adeline: hey bestfriend! oh god. i seriously think im so not a bestfriend. thanks for helping me loads with stuff. and for advice. but i swear im such a lousy friend. im hardly able to help you with stuff. and even on the studies side. i can only help you with like math. and mine isnt that fantastic. and yeah. even with other stuff. i feel helpless. cause i really dont know what to do. and yeah. for bothering you like. almost everyday. when you should be studying. im really really really really sorry. and although i've known you since like. 10th june only. you've been like. only the greatest friend. unlike those i HAD. and you keep like. STARVING. and i cant do anything about it. i swear. i really dont deserve a best friend like you. im sorry. but yeah. i just wanna let you know im always here for you. though im not that much of a help. takecare babe! loveyou! <3
& i think you should know this; you deserve much better than me
